since I wrote to y’all last, I have traveled through Utah, Indiana, Pennsylvania, Ohio, New York, Tennessee + currently, Florida.
in the momentum of this year, I lost a couple of things - finding time for adventure + nourishing myself deeply. while I created space for my daily rituals, I still found myself caught up in the hustle - which led to a sly burnout that was actually harder for me to recognize. in September, I felt a strong desire to slow down + I decided to honor it. so, I have spent the last couple of months very inward, reflecting + giving myself space.
in that time, I have been deeply contemplating my own journey + those of my clients. and, it’s made me realize a couple of things about surrender + results.
SURRENDER
so many of us are trying to figure out what surrender + deep trust looks like. to be honest, it’s a big reason for my traveling - to invite myself into a deeper submission.
what if we just knew that everything that was happening in our lives was exactly as it’s meant? what would that knowing allow for us? for me, it’s taken the pressure off the need to perform + create results. it’s allowed me to be more intentional with my being-ness, to recognize what really matters to me, to offer perspective + to prepare for my next iteration.
that knowing makes room for choice. because if I find acceptance in everything happening as it is, the only thing left is the way that I choose to respond. that choice is my freedom. that choice determines a life of resistance + hardship or a life of curiosity. of course, I believe that there will always be some level of resistance because those are my invitations to open. but, when I can see the resistance for what it is, I get to keep my power + discernment.
RESULTS
we live in a results focused world. reflecting on the work I’ve done in my life - in corporate + with clients - there was a lot of focus on how to quantify our actions. which then has created a culture that what we do or create equals our worth + I refuse to believe that.
I have seen the power in holding space - a space without meaning, that’s neutral. a space that enables a coming home to oneself, of releasing the pressures to conform + to understand our truth.
I have decided that I am bucking the trend on results + that I desire my work to be focused on releasing attachment to such. because when we attach to a certain result, it actually limits what we’re able to create; it limits our greatness. any result is based on a given moment of what we see possible, so if we release that moment, we allow evolution to dictate what is actually meant for us. we allow space for it to unfold in the highest good for us.
how would it feel for you to be held in a container that did not promise results? would you choose to believe in yourself + the container enough to know that what is actually co-created will be greater than you could ever imagine?
THE UNFOLDING
here’s a class that expresses my life’s work (so far): wealth + happiness codes.
my work as a healer is making a comeback. I’ve spent the last 3 years experimenting in healing, teaching + coaching. now, I understand that it’s not one, but an enmeshment of all three that want to come forward in my work - to connect to the divine, to find purpose + to express who TF you are. if you’re ready to explore that, let’s jam on an activation call.
I’m back on the sacred rebel podcast - some recent episodes include: hustle, flow + manifestation, audacious self-expression + disruption, the void + expansion. also available on apple, if you prefer.
I am continuing to unravel the worlds of astrology + human design and I’m now offering human design discovery sessions. I’m also reading you were born for this, which is an open exploration of the sun, moon + rising signs. turns out my sun sign placement (sag in 9th house in sextile w/Saturn) is perfectly aligned to support exactly what I’m doing in my life’s work - a reminder that the universe doesn’t call us to a game we cannot play.
thank you for your presence + willingness to journey with me. I stand, you stand. together, we rise. xo
ps. I plan to release an exclusive small business Saturday offer; stay tuned on my instagram stories for that (or message me directly for deets).
KQ
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